Should’ve known better

It’s on me. I really should have known this was not going to go well. Unfortunately it wasn’t until after I packed up my massive amount of laundry that Brad and I got in a text fight and now aren’t speaking. It’s ridiculous really.

I was lonely. I was willing to try. Again, I take responsibility for being so naive.

This was after this other slight with the baby father.

I think I’ll take this time to regroup. I have the air purifier coming today thankfully. I’ll clean a little. Take a long bath, a heavy dose of THC and let myself relax.

I just don’t need this. If it means being alone so be it. Eventually I’ll find my tribe.