Busy myself, being myself

Things I vastly enjoy:

Yoga

Meditation

Smoothies

Reading

The beach

Exercise/running

Sex clubs

Movies

Museums

Traveling

Long baths

Nature

Dancing

Spiritual quests

Board games/poker

Writing

Holistic health

Volunteer work/feeding the homeless

Things I’d like to see if I enjoy:

Gardening/composting

Knitting

Things I think would be interesting to try:

Open mic at comedy club

Slam poetry

Majong or cribbage

A thrupple/threesome

Joining a spiritual community

10k

I do three of these things consistently. Three! The others are rarely to none or never.

So that tells me I’m nowhere near close to who I truly want to be. Who I see as the best and happiest version of myself.

So……

That’s something to look at. That’s something to work towards. And it makes me happy to think of this.

It really does.

πŸ™πŸ½πŸ₯°πŸŒˆπŸŒžπŸŒ»πŸ’‹

Let it all be gone

All recollection of the past

All connection to the future

Let there be only this singular moment to live to it’s utmost

Only this breath

Only this place

Only this now

To be fully present

And fully alive in

Let the shackles be broken to all else

I am after all truly beholden only to my own soul

And the trajectory I let it take

And I am at peace with that

Although mistakes I’ve made

Big and little

And mistakes I’ve yet to endure

I let it all go.

Let the weight of it all drift away

So I can sustain what I’ve said many times before and will probably say again

‘I’m just happy to be here❣️”

πŸ™πŸ½πŸŒπŸŒˆπŸ₯°βœŒπŸ½πŸ’–πŸ’‹