You know what I enjoy first thing in the morning? A good fart. Lol.
I read a reddit post last night that asked what was something we should have learned in school and didn’t and I said basic human anatomy.
I myself only started to learn about the vast world of digestion 14 or so years ago. I also didn’t know (until last year) that the clitoris is just the very tiny tip of the iceberg of that nerve and that it is a is a large mass going all the way down to your g-spot.
That the majority of people don’t know the importance of color, consistency and frequency of bowel movements is sad to me. This is basic human body function 101.
Instead I learned square dancing in elementary school which I really haven’t ever, not once, had a single use for in my life.
It’s just irrational. We go to school and don’t learn about ourselves, how the world truly functions, how to build a good life and a better world: we don’t learn about morality/civility, human duty to nature, finances, how our bodies really work, on and on.
I’m seriously dumbfounded by it.
On another note: I feel good today. I’m going for a walk with Jan later. I’m trying my hand at making lamb for dinner tonight. I enjoy it but I’ve never actually tried cooking it before, but I found some reasonably priced at Costco and thought why not. I’m also going to try and put together the hammock Brad got me. He doesn’t want to pick me up this weekend and I don’t feel like driving to Salem for the 3rd week in a row. So we are at a stalemate there.
I am still having issues with my liver. So I’m cutting back on the nicotine gum. I started using it and became slightly addicted during this whole Covid-19 thing. It really did help with that horrible light-headedness. But I haven’t had symptoms for a while now and with my liver smarting from handling the smoke I really need to give it a break.
I am having my yearly physical Monday, at which time I am going to ask her to write me a note for the gym to allow me to wear a shield instead of a mask. I really don’t care what anyone else claims, says or believes, I simply can not exercise in a mask. I can’t do any physical activity wearing one. I’ve tried and it makes me dizzy and feel like I am going to hyperventilate. Which I’ve experienced before and is no fun at all.
I’m super excited the cat is leaving today. I can do some deep cleaning and see if I can finally get rid of that pee smell. It’s horrible, even worse than when our whole place smelled like vomit because my middle had projectile vomiting from reflux for the first 8 months of life and I learned to not care what I looked or smelled like.
She was also quarantined for the first 6 months of her life due to her being born premature with a heart condition and going into flu season. So we never went anywhere and no one was ever allowed over during that period. There is a striking parallel for me to this pandemic, except now it’s everyone and not just her and I. Which I guess is why I haven’t overreacted too much to this. I remember feeling like those months would never end and I remember crying a lot, but they did end eventually.
I’m going to wait for my liver to fully recover before booking my trip to Ohio. Hopefully not when it’s too cold there because I can not drive in the snow.
I got another vision that I needed to try to do 3 exorcisms while I was there. Not sure what to make of that one. I’ve only ever done 2 exorcisms before: one for a house and one for a person. The first one I ended ubruptly when an apparition started manifesting. It really scared the crap out of me. The second I wasn’t purposefully doing so I had no idea how to stop it.
I just let it continue and it ended of its own accord. I think it was pretty tame as far as exorcisms go, but it sure did freak out the person going through it. I remained perfectly calm through it all, I mean what else was there to do? It was very overwhelming for them and my calmness was the best way I could think of to get them through it.
So I think I need to figure out what I’m doing if that’s really something I’m meant to do. I better start reading up on it and talking to people. People that won’t think I’m crazy. Not sure where to find them. Lol
Hey….I’m just going with the flow here. Trying to find my way and navigate through life with as much grace and purpose as I can.
I am no longer expecting it to make sense. Lol. I just want to have the courage to persevere.