My love/hate relationship with the catholic church

It’s bad.

My beef is the things they have done throughout the centuries bordering on…..well let’s just say they should have to pay restorations. I mean many more than they already have to many other different kinds of people.

But also…… that is where I first felt God. That is where I first heard of Jesus and heard his words. Learned of his mother and prayed to her. I somehow even then felt closer to this goddess than to my own mother. And when I prayed I felt so much love.

The sense of love and peace that believing in God and feeling that energy, that emotion of pure love, has added endless depth to my life and unfortunate though that it came at the hands of such misogynist, child abuse allowing, nun raping, and antiquated fools that they are. And also always believing themselves above the laws of man. It’s no wonder they get so many conspiracy theorist after them. One has to wonder how much of it could maybe be real? Lol

But hey yea, seriously, thanks for bringing God to my life, fortunately many other options have surfaced since. Peace out✌🏽☮️

See….. it’s a complicated relationship indeed.

But…..I’m still drawn to it. That was the main point I forgot to mention. I’m actually listening to gregorian chants right now.

God how boring is my life? Lol. I’m gonna masturbate and go to sleep.



Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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