It’s been a trying day

I’ve cried so much today. My eyes are puffy little slits dripping water intermittently like a leaky faucet.

I’m not used to my emotions overwhelming me like this. Its unsettling. But I guess that’s part of life too and it’s definitely been part of my life since New Year’s Eve.

I knew grief was difficult. And I’m struggling with a lot more on my plate than just the grief. So it’s completely understandable that I’m having a difficult time and that my emotions are a bit out of whack.

I’m trying to allow myself grace. I’m not going to try to fix anything or force myself to “get over” anything. I’m just going to ride it out. Keep moving forward even if it feels like I’m moving through molasses and have no clear idea of how or when things will get better, easier or more manageable for me emotionally.

It will be whatever it is.


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

6 thoughts on “It’s been a trying day”

  1. Indeed getting over Your Mother plus the added little things all add up. Hang in there be the strong and know that there will be days like this.. There is no time table each gets thru it at their own pace.. so take it easy and take it moment by moment. Don’t judge yourself for crying. wish i could hold you and let you cry on my shoulder.
    Virtual hugs
    Peace N Love

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    1. Thank you. I’m not sure I understand the last line. I think you’re trying to provide me with some comfort through your own spiritual spectre. I appreciate the sentiment greatly❣️

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