Desire vs fulfilment?

Which is better? Most people would probably say fulfilment. But….I day say desire can be much more passionate than reality, because it involves longing and fantasy. And those can be intense and unparalleled by actuality.

I am so desirous of sex right now. One may say that makes no sense maybe. I was just satiated a few days ago. Deeply satiated. Honestly, probably had the best sex I’ve had in 20 years. No joke. How Brad’s skills and motivation improved so drastically in 4 months is shocking to me. But it was pure ecstasy. I came about 4 times in 24 hours and then we snuggled and napped and watched TV.

Those first few orgasms I was very stoned and they were completely different. It was if the sensations were all much stronger and the release was much more of a gradual build with a long suspension at the cusp instead of a giant spike. So even though I knew I was orgasming it was not like usual at all. But boy was it great.

And I’ve lost enough weight since my mother died to fit back into some of my old lingerie. So I’m going to do a fashion show for Brad this week: wigs, stockings, full makeup, heels and all. I can’t wait.

I really can’t wait. Maybe I’ll share a picture or two, assuming he will want to take some. Maybe not. Lol🤣😈🤣


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

12 thoughts on “Desire vs fulfilment?”

  1. I’ve always been of a mind that there’s no fulfillment without desire and that desire drives the whole process. Being satiated, to me, only fuels the desire to be sated again… and again.

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      1. That’s what I thought when thoughts about desire and fulfillment came to visit me a lot of years ago… and cock sucking was the thing that got my attention. When was it better and satisfying? With or without desire? Men and women would go down on me and if their actions weren’t driven by desire, the act was less than fulfilling – and that included myself when going down on folks. No desire makes it hard to achieve fulfillment and satisfaction; it tends to make one rely more on rote skills and behaviors that might be good… but not quite good enough to achieve fulfillment… and jump start real and genuine desire.

        The difference is, I think, that when desire is running things, you can’t wait to do it again – it can’t happen fast enough; with fulfillment, I’ve found that it’s more like, “Okay, that’s done… time to go do the laundry…” and doing it again any time soon – and due to desire not being primed – well, let’s not and say I did.

        If you love having sex, not having the desire is, in my opinion, a bad thing and so is anything that dampens or puts out the flame of desire. One can let desire out to play based upon things like who, what, where, when, and even how but if desire is burning brightly inside of you, any one of those things is good reason to burn in its heat and be sated and the why of it just takes care of itself and become self-explanatory. Now fulfillment has been properly taken care of; desire continues to burn hotly and brightly and ready for the next time.

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        1. Kdaddy23 that is so true the desire for the act rather then the fulfillment ie dishes need to be done cock or pussy needs to be sucked. i often find that the desire has be almost in a worshipping state of mind when sucking cock or pussy.
          Enjoyed your thoughts on this

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          1. Lol. Yes indeed. It’s when you can feel the depth of desire to suck cock or the breath of someone’s desire when they are on my pussy that it all comes alive. You can go through the motions but the difference is monumental

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          2. Worshipping, an ever-present sense of hunger and even need, and a few other things I can’t think of right now. Desire is everything; fulfillment, being satisfied or sated, happens when desire is at the forefront of things. Desire is best served by keeping it as pure and simple as it can be and not making fulfillment a difficult state to achieve. If one finds that they’re “not in the mood,” I’d suggest they look in on their desire because something ain’t right with it.

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  2. You tease! Ha ha. You sound happy and content which is great.
    I’m guessing the reason you’re desireing sex is mainly because the last session was so great. Happy days!
    Can’t wait to see you all dressed up😉

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    1. I want to see the sexy me too. And I could do it alone. But I love the reaction. The interaction. It’s why I like sex clubs so much. Because I can dress like this for others to see. I am not just a voyeur. 😉

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