Which is better? Most people would probably say fulfilment. But….I day say desire can be much more passionate than reality, because it involves longing and fantasy. And those can be intense and unparalleled by actuality.
I am so desirous of sex right now. One may say that makes no sense maybe. I was just satiated a few days ago. Deeply satiated. Honestly, probably had the best sex I’ve had in 20 years. No joke. How Brad’s skills and motivation improved so drastically in 4 months is shocking to me. But it was pure ecstasy. I came about 4 times in 24 hours and then we snuggled and napped and watched TV.
Those first few orgasms I was very stoned and they were completely different. It was if the sensations were all much stronger and the release was much more of a gradual build with a long suspension at the cusp instead of a giant spike. So even though I knew I was orgasming it was not like usual at all. But boy was it great.
And I’ve lost enough weight since my mother died to fit back into some of my old lingerie. So I’m going to do a fashion show for Brad this week: wigs, stockings, full makeup, heels and all. I can’t wait.
I really can’t wait. Maybe I’ll share a picture or two, assuming he will want to take some. Maybe not. Lol🤣😈🤣