I woke up with the Zayn song “Let Me” in my head. Specifically the lyric “sweet baby, our sex has meaning”. I like the song but I haven’t heard it in a while and it’s not one of my favorites. I can’t even recall the last time I heard the song. So I found it odd.
But let me tell you something you’ll probably find much more odd. I can remember as far back as 12 sitting on the front porch at night and singing “somewhere out there”. And many times over my teenager years I remember praying to God to bring me my true love. And recently I’ve taken it up again.
But now I’ve taken to praying directly to that soul, bypassing God entirely. I pray that they are ok wherever they are, doing whatever they are doing. I send them my love. I tell them that I know we will meet again, in this life or another. And it seems silly maybe but it gives me comfort. Because the love I have wanted and want and can feel surging within me, waiting to be poured out is transcendental.
But I have yet to come even close to it in this reality and maybe it’s elusive and maybe I won’t find it on this journey, but it doesn’t take away from me knowing it’s real, it exists and I will find it…. eventually somewhere, somehow, sometime. And to me that’s a beautiful thought and a wonderful solace worth holding on to.
So there is this huge breakthrough for treating the virus. And I really hope this quells some of the hysteria surrounding the vaccine.
But I’m sure the pharmaceutical companies are probably up in arms about it and trying to squelch or disprove it because the vaccines are a profit driven industry and God forbid anyone stand in the way of their profiteering. Even at the cost of lives and if anyone wants to contradict me I suggest you just take a look at the opioid addiction pharmaceutical companies instigated in this country.
And that’s just exhibit A, there are many, many more unfortunately.