I am amazed at my neutrality right now in regards to almost all aspects of my life.

I’m taking things as they are, as they come and not letting stress or worry bog me down.

I’m feeling not so much ambivalent as free.

Relaxed even.

Which I can’t necessarily justify at all because if you look at my life on paper and presented it to people like “this is your life now”, 99% of them would probably go screaming for the hills.

And yet I am at peace with it.

It doesn’t feel like a feat of strength. It also doesn’t feel like resignation or defeatism. It just feels like acceptance with this underlying calm neutrality.

How I could have achieved this in the middle of so much turmoil is astounding to me? I guess strength comes when you need it. Very fortunate human trait of adaptability I suppose.

Whatever it is I am grateful for it. I truly am.


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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