To try to date with everything going on in my life right now and this life threatening pandemic. Plus just having lost my mother and not even knowing where I’ll be 8 months from now.
I think because my foreclosure process was prior to the pandemic it precludes me from the moratorium. I’m not sure. I haven’t looked into it because I’m still actively trying to save my house.
It’s a lot to drag someone into, even if willingly. And yet, strangely, I feel it’s the right thing for me to do. I feel like I truly do need the support and I’m sure there is someone out there that could use the diversion of having me in their life.
So now I have to decide what avenue to use. Maybe put some posts on FetLife. Maybe try eharmony. I’m really not sure.
I’m really in no huge hurry to find someone. I’m not desperate for dick. I want to find someone truly enthralling to add some pleasure and distraction. I will be as honest as I need to be, but also I want it to be fun, not drama filled so some mystery is good.
And the more I compartmentalize this the better. I really just need a FWB and while falling in love would be grand as well I can’t accomplish either without meeting new people.
What would probably make more sense is to wait for the pandemic to subside enough for meet-ups to resume and restaurants to open. That’s a thought. For sure.
Probably the right one. But……let’s see what pops up. I’m definitely not marathon dating like I have before. That would be utterly irresponsible and way too much expenditure of time and energy.
Good thing is that I’m not feeling bad about yesterday because he’s still actively pursuing me and that’s very flattering, even if I am myself ambivalent about it. It’s nice to be wanted.