I have a date. More like a meet-up. We’ve been talking a bit. He seems nice. Older. I’m apprehensive and I don’t know if it’s the pandemic, my self imposed quarantine or just nerves.
This is only my second time out of the house since I’ve been back from California. The first was for groceries and to pick up my thyroid meds. Trader Joe’s doesn’t have delivery service unfortunately and I was all out of meds so I couldn’t wait for mail delivery.
(But tomorrow I also have to do laundry. So my self-imposed quarantine isn’t all that possible really. I’m trying but realistically it is what it is. I have things I need to do.)
I explained everything to him and suggested that even if all goes well and there is chemistry we not kiss. Which is a stance I would never normally take but these are strange times.
I have no choice though, if I want to establish a companion/lover I have to meet people. There is no other way.
Let’s see how it goes.
6 feet distance with masks is still an odd way to meet people. Lol
I can’t wait til the sex club is open again.
When I sat around with my girlfriend’s and we all shared what we missed the most during this pandemic I of course said “the sex clubs”. Everyone rolled their eyes. No one was surprised. I laughed. We moved on. But what I really miss is school for the kidlets.
I’d love to see them back in school. At least the little one. She is really struggling with the online school and lack of playing with kids her age.
But I don’t have control over any of that. I do have control over my sex life. So here we go.