That’s what the mortuary said. “You can always lawyer up.”
I didn’t want to have to and I’m not sure it will provide any results.
But I lawyered up. $7500 retainer. Plus the $4200 for the autopsy if I can get it.
I didn’t have to be here for it. But it’s fine. I asked the secretary to verify with the attorney directly that he had time to start with the case immediately, as time is of the essence, before I signed the contract. They said yes. I hope that is indeed the case.
I think it’s better for me psychologically to still be here. So maybe I can have resolution to this before I leave. I’m doubtful, but I guess we’ll see.
Part of me thinks maybe I should just resolve myself to my life. I keep thinking my life will open up. That it will be easier at some point. That things will start going in my favor. And some things do. There is ease with some things. Just not the things I’ve enjoyed and put real effort into. Those endeavors don’t seem to allow for fruition.
What do I have ease with? eBay and spiritual quests. So maybe I need to focus my energies there. Because men and colon hydrotherapy just don’t seem to get me anywhere, no matter how much I love them. Lol
Today is a housekeeping day. I’ve been here a week and it shows. There is no housekeeper for most Airbnb’s. So I’ve got to do dishes, take out the trash, and maybe do laundry again.
But I am getting a massage. There is a great woman that does the most amazing cranial sacral head massages here. With very little pressure she can release mass amounts of tension. You really have to experience it to know what I’m talking about. But it’s awesome. And I haven’t really looked for someone comparable in Portland.
Tomorrow I see my girlfriends again and Wednesday morning I leave. I’ll call the lawyers tomorrow if I don’t hear from them before that. I generally don’t like to bust people’s balls, but timing is important here.
Wish me luck❣️