Today I drove 3 hours each way to get Aaron. It was a pleasant distraction. I would almost for a moment forget why I was here and then inevitably I’d think about my mom and it would all come crashing down.
I’m glad Aaron is here because my entire family has now abandoned me. I mistakenly told someone that my aunt wanted the jewelry back she gave my mother. To be truthful it did sound like she was saying that but regardless I would want her to have it back. She didn’t give it to me. It will mean more to her than it will ever mean to me.
But you know how things go. She isn’t speaking to me now. Ugghhh….
And I forgot how bad Aaron’s ADHD is. I mean Brad had bad ADHD but jeezus. He can’t sit still. He can’t shut up. And he complains constantly. I mean he knows nothing but complaining and whining and wishing for all the things to be different in his life. I’m not sure how much I can take of that, but I need some support here so….. ugghhh.
I’ll have to call my aunt and leave her a message explaining. I meant no harm. I’m just getting completely overwhelmed over here. There are new developments too. Juicy drama. Is it though? I really didn’t want any of this and I’m not enjoying it at all.
But I just have to get through this and better on the other side; hopefully.
OMG. How can so much happen in so little time?
I’ll clue you all in tomorrow. I’m done today. Driving through LA and into the mojave desert can take it out of you on even a great day.
Pot and I don’t think sex. I’ll maybe make out with him just to get him to shut up though. It would be worth the sacrifice. 🤣😉
Goodnight sweet world. Here is where I’m talking my bedtime smoke. And interestingly. I always said, given the chance I’d smoke pot all day and I’m not quite sure if I could here now, but my habit is to take it before bed and that suits me well I think. So I surprised myself there a little.
Rooftop patio. I’ll put up pictures of the patio itself later.
The sky in the back of the first photo is actually ocean. Those buildings are waterfront and the lights you see through in the background (middle) are the oil rig in the ocean. Hard to tell but I’m near the sea and that helps my soul a lot. The sea and I are merry friends for life; I hope. 💋💋💋
Oh and you can see the Queen Mary between the two tall buildings in the bottom left picture.