It does not feel like the end of the year to me at all. I can’t wrap my head around it at all. It feels like it never started and isn’t close to ending at the same time.
Even 1999 didn’t feel quite like this. The streets were empty that new years night, most events cancelled, everything was eerily quiet. I called everywhere to try and find a party. I hit pay dirt when I called a restaurant/nightclub nearby that was hosting a prepaid event. We got invited by the manager to come in through the kitchen to the dance floor.
I gave him a $20 and thanked him when he got us in. We had a blast. And I seriously thought that would be the most apocalyptic New Years of my life. But boy was I wrong. And who knows if this will even be it. I’m giving up all expectations.
And as far as New Years resolutions go. I am vehemently against setting any for myself. I do want to start exercising consistently. But that’s a life goal and I can start that whenever I want. There is no significance to me when I start.
Tonight is appetizer night and a device free evening to play games, just me and the girls.
Enjoy yourselves tonight and let’s pray for a better 2021❣️