I took two doses of THC last night. So I wake up as if out of anesthesia; feeling I should still be asleep, super groggy. It dissipates quickly.
I have so much work to do and zero motivation to do it. I set everything up yesterday. So today is inventory and photography.
I came at least 3 times in the last few days and it hasn’t taken much of the edge off. I’ll have to use this longing to propel me to work faster. The faster I get this stuff done the faster I can put time and energy into trying to find someone.
Someone to what is the question? To love, to fuck, to get stoned with, go on hikes, watch movies, be a goofball around? Yes to all I hope and who knows really. I’m just gonna go in open minded and ready to mingle.
But I really have to get started working. 😐 Come on motivation? Where are you? Work ethics? Come on……..hippity hippity woman.
Alright…… well…. maybe just one more orgasm, to cap off my weekend. Right? 🤤🤤