Goodbye Stranger

There are five things I very much want in this world.

1) Marry the love of my life

2) Find my own version of Nirvana

3) Have financial stability: a beautiful home, travel, all my and my children’s needs easily taken care of.

4) Write a few books.

5) Be healthy enough to play with my (not soon to happen) grandbabies.

That’s it really. If I can accomplish those things my life will be really, quite, happily complete.

And all that happens in between those things I’d like to be mostly fun, with good people for company, and great experiences.

Doesn’t that sound great? It definitely does to me!

But right now, for this part of my life I have to put my goofiest, rose colored, clown glasses on. Because I want to see the humor in it. Probably sounds incredulous. How dare I in the middle of all the crap going on in this world and my own issues in life set out to find humor there? But that’s exactly what I need to do to get through all these bumps, uncertainties and difficulties.

I need to bring in some laughter and lightness.

I need to remember the journey is truly the most important part and I want my journey to be happy. As absolutely happy as I can make it, as I will allow myself to be.

And I could use a lot more light-hearted mischief and merriment to do that.

There is a metal crane or large bird statue in a park nearby my house and everytime I drive by it it seems to have a new outfit on: a rudolph nose, Christmas lights, etc.

It’s quite comical and cute and I know to some that seems incorrect to do. But it isn’t defacing it and I’m sure the bird doesn’t care. And I can’t tell you the true delight it gives me.

It’s those little things that I could just drive by and never notice. Note to self:

Notice the good parts of life!

And I’m going to enjoy my new singleness as much as I can and try to find the joy and laughter there. I’m not gonna take it all that serious. Hopefully this will just be my own montage of funny escapades. Until……..

Number 1 comes true. Right? A girl can dream❣️

But for now I’ll settle for a little of That Human Touch and I also have to find my bag of clown props. Wanta join my circus? 🀣🀑🀣


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

7 thoughts on “Goodbye Stranger”

  1. u shall say this i have never said or written done goals for myself your 5 are fantastic. It os when one has goals or desires that one can achieve them.. i had short term like go to college graduated with B.S. at age 35. went back for Master and finished in 18 months at age 50. but outside of that none to speakk of. So you are ahead of the game and will when. Playing with the grandbabies is what i do now most of the time. And soon number 8 will be here in Feb 21. Circus life would be fun with you
    Peace N Love

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    1. Wow. Masters in what? That’s commendable. It’s a wish I always wanted to achieve. Doctor of Nauropathy to be exact. I just don’t think that at all realistic as if have to be a full-time student. I take school very seriously and I’ve tried multi-tasking and it doesn’t work for me.

      I love kids. But I think I’d love then slot more if I could give them back. Lol

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      1. Wow sorry for the errors written in my comment. some of the first line is missing Should have read Wow you have 5 goals and i have never really had any.. My ex pushed me to get my degrees she was seeing money signs after i graduated. Master of Science (Personnel & Finance) . i took school seriously and worked full time but wife supportive until i didn’t pursue a better job. But she is happy with the 50% of my retirement . That would not have happened if i changed jobs.
        You can accomplish anything you set your mind on.
        Peace N Love

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