There are five things I very much want in this world.
1) Marry the love of my life
2) Find my own version of Nirvana
3) Have financial stability: a beautiful home, travel, all my and my children’s needs easily taken care of.
4) Write a few books.
5) Be healthy enough to play with my (not soon to happen) grandbabies.
That’s it really. If I can accomplish those things my life will be really, quite, happily complete.
And all that happens in between those things I’d like to be mostly fun, with good people for company, and great experiences.
Doesn’t that sound great? It definitely does to me!
But right now, for this part of my life I have to put my goofiest, rose colored, clown glasses on. Because I want to see the humor in it. Probably sounds incredulous. How dare I in the middle of all the crap going on in this world and my own issues in life set out to find humor there? But that’s exactly what I need to do to get through all these bumps, uncertainties and difficulties.
I need to bring in some laughter and lightness.
I need to remember the journey is truly the most important part and I want my journey to be happy. As absolutely happy as I can make it, as I will allow myself to be.
And I could use a lot more light-hearted mischief and merriment to do that.
There is a metal crane or large bird statue in a park nearby my house and everytime I drive by it it seems to have a new outfit on: a rudolph nose, Christmas lights, etc.
It’s quite comical and cute and I know to some that seems incorrect to do. But it isn’t defacing it and I’m sure the bird doesn’t care. And I can’t tell you the true delight it gives me.
It’s those little things that I could just drive by and never notice. Note to self:
Notice the good parts of life!
And I’m going to enjoy my new singleness as much as I can and try to find the joy and laughter there. I’m not gonna take it all that serious. Hopefully this will just be my own montage of funny escapades. Until……..
Number 1 comes true. Right? A girl can dream❣️
But for now I’ll settle for a little of That Human Touch and I also have to find my bag of clown props. Wanta join my circus? 🤣🤡🤣