Trying to get laid

But I’m not trying all that hard. I am on FetLife, but I’m a contradiction.

On a highly sexual website I have a very PG picture of just my face. And I don’t have the time or desire to put in the energy to work on my profile and get new sexy pictures up.

So I’m an enigma I guess.

I claim to want something I really don’t want to work towards all that much. So then how much do I really want it? Lol

I guess I put in all that work on the dating app and it burnt me out a bit. And now I’m feeling very blah about it.

Because realistically what I want is hard to find. I want…..

a lover that I am sexually compatible with and enjoy spending time. Someone who has a schedule that can accommodate my limited availability. Who has a nice clean and comfortable home where I can come hang out at my discretion Sunday-Tuesday, when my kids are gone.

Someone who I enjoy spending time with and will be active and fun when we aren’t having sex and has a healthy lifestyle or can at least happily fake it for two days.

See what I mean? Daunting. No?

And I hate settling. I can and I will probably have to at least a bit but right now….. I’m like nah….. whatever.

Brad mailed me my high powered vibrator. So… I have more sex toys than I know what to do with. Him also having given me all the toys he ever bought. So now I have a huge duffle bag of sex toys. Mostly for male torture; sounding toys, penis clamps, strap on.

Poor things just collecting dust. One day. One day.


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

18 thoughts on “Trying to get laid”

  1. You want it clearly enough – you just want it the way you want it; nothing all that unusual about this. There are few women I know of who says to themselves, “Hmm… some dick would be nice right about now…” and literally go fuck the first guy they come across who shows interest; most aren’t going to do that even thought they know that they can. For a lot of women – and men, too – sex without “meaning” is bad sex and considered to be settling for less than what they want, which is also considered to be even worse sex.

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    1. If I had any luck with one nights stands I’d be all over that. But I don’t. Never have. There does have to be either some very, VERY strong chemical attraction or feelings. Nothing I can do about it. Just gotta honor who I am and not who I wish I was.


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