There are things I sometimes don’t mention or talk about. Even as forthcoming as I am, there are things I am very selective about telling people.
Mostly because, they aren’t logical and I can’t thoroughly explain them. They are spiritual and energetic phenomenon that I barely grasp myself.
And only my all too familiar experiences with these strange occurences makes me see them as completely ordinary really and I don’t even question their possibility, or even the why or how of it. Not because I wouldn’t like to know these things but because who is there to ask?
So telling these very bizarre encounters to people that aren’t as familiar with quantum and spritual phenomenon is asking them to go too far outside their comfort zone, into territories most people don’t even know exist. Things outside most people’s venacular. And they would at the very least question my story and at worst think me absolutely crazy.
But….this is not the case with my new spiritual counselor. Now she herself belongs to a religious organization I have zero desire to be a member of. But outside of this she has a full spiritual practice and vast experience. And she is really approachable and genuine. And I could really use the support right now.
We were able to come to a very comfortable arrangement for both of us. We haven’t quite started yet. But we set up the parameters.
Best yet, I don’t feel judged for saying things that to most people would seem resoundingly impossible. But I know they are true and happening and I am absolutely not wanting or trying to convince anyone of this. I am only trying to find out for myself what I am to learn from these experiences.
What is the wisdom offered in these very strange encounters? Because I’ve finally begun to understand that those are my spiritual lessons and having someone that can dialogue with me about it is so much better and helpful than just telling things to a friend who will patiently listen but won’t really have much to say or really be able to relate to it.
Because only someone who knows and understands spirits, demons, energy, angels, psychic phenomenon, different dimensions, manifestations, and so much more can even begin to understand these things. And truthfully these things are very hard to explain in and of themself because we don’t even have the right kinds of words for a lot of this. The words fall very flat.
It’s like when I try to explain God. I know I’m not coming even close. The words are so limiting. Feelings are so much closer to the truth.
I wonder if it is like this for everyone? One part of life gets easier but then another gets harder? One thing becomes clear and then another becomes murkier?
Because that seems to be my life and I guess I really should just accept it. Right? 🤷🏽♀️