I don’t think anyone will disagree that I am boy crazy. I love men. Adore them. And I enjoy more than just sex with them. I think they’re just awesome. I truly do.
I try to be very selective with whom I give myself to. But I’m glad I had this little dalliance recently because it made me aware of a few things.
It’s time to come clean with myself. I really want and need a bonafide submissive man. A man that knows how to dote on women. A man that knows and understands that listening to them is a necessity. A man that prefers to follow their lead and truly enjoys pleasing women.
And while this can possibly be obtained from your average man, he has to be in love first; or very deep lust at the least.
And I want to be with a man that automatically defers to me. That I know will listen and follow my lead.
This seems pretty much a given with truly submissive men. Right?
Hey, listen, I get that this is not the norm and goes against the common framing of how men and women interact but that’s what I like and knowing there are men who truly, deeply enjoy being in FLR’s and with confident, direct, authoritative women this is a win/win situation in the making. And that is exactly what I want right now.
I want to be pampered. I want to feel cherished. I want to be adored and cared after as well as sexually fulfilled.
It’s probably time I sought that out very specifically and stop wasting my time with men who seem a bit confused about who they are. Because I finally know what I want and need right now.
And I’m grasping who I am again. Which with a deep sigh of relief I am happy to affirm. I am Dominant!
I may like to roleplay. I may like to do all sorts of wild things sexually. But when it comes to the dynamic of the relationship I want to be revered and put on a pedestal. I want and need a FLR.
And I’m willing to wait for that if I have to.
I’m willing to wait for the right boi.