I am magnificent
I am radiant
I am amazing
I am wonderful
And here is the greatest part of it all
Just….. because it is so
There is this love
This omnipotent, eternal, force of pure love
That I came from*
And will one day go back to
That surrounds me
Even when I can’t feel it
Even when I can’t see it
Even when I doubt it and myself
Even when I struggle
Even when I falter
It is there beaming its loving energy at me
Embracing me fully and completely
Unconditionally and irrevocably
And it sees my soul for what it truly is
And understands my human failures
My human travesties
My human condition
Better than I ever could myself
And knows that that is all just part of the show here
It is part of the saga of this storyline
Set in this time and place with this body and these circumstances
But it isn’t the real me
It is only an illusion
That will fade into nothingness
Just as it was before I was put here
So it shall be again when I leave
And I don’t have to take it all on
I don’t have to let the transient time I have here blind me to what really matters
And what I’m here to achieve
Which to me is the knowledge and strength of my spirit to get back home
I am here to ignite and fuel the bond of my soul to Divinity from this end
And in that sense
Of being part of such a beautiful design and creation
I am so much more than I’ve ever been taught to believe I am
And I really don’t even have to truly believe it for it to be true
I just have to get out of my own way enough to let my heart and soul guide me
Back to where I belong, back to who I truly am.
*That we all come from.
Do I believe this is true for everyone?
Yes, yes I do.
But, unfortunately some people have squelched their hearts and souls down to such an extent that they would be hard pressed to even locate the soft, sweet voices. All in the name of things that only matter here on this small realm. Things that corrupt. Things that inhibit the connection to Divinity. Things that darken the soul.
So my quest remains to keep looking for the signs that lead me to my already established and cemented for eternity communal space of blessedness.
And maybe I can do so without all the anxiety, the fears, the worries, and doubts, the voices that tell me I’m not enough and I never will be. Because that is all wrong. I am always enough, just as I am, as a fragile and fallible human holding a spark of the divine.
And I truly hope we may we all be so lucky to find our own way back to the true beauty of our souls❣️