4 days. Last night I “hid” my profile. So only people I’ve already communicated with can see me.
That was exhausting; so emotionally draining. For the last two days I’ve literally woken up more tired then when I fell asleep. And I really relish my sleep. So this is not working for me.
But at least I’ve lined up one date and maybe potentially 2 more. Which I may or may not go on.
But I’m not gonna stress myself out about any of this because I still have my toys.