Broken people

I like broken people. People that are deeply flawed and humbled by their own failures. Maybe because I’ve always considered myself one of them.

Maybe because I can relate to how horrendously painful life can be and how deeply it can scar you, leave you mutilated from the inside out, with no one to see or understand the depth of the trauma endured.

Maybe because I know how hard it can all be.

I genuinely don’t understand people who are oblivious to the turmoils in this world. Whose sight is so narrow that they can’t be concerned or bothered with anything but their own trivial little circumstances and issues.

Who can’t or don’t want to see the problems of our lifetime. People perfectly content to live their entire lives with their head in the ground only thinking of themselves and theirs.

There is a vastness in life that encompasses multitude upon multitude of vantage points. What we see, know, grasp with our little brains and handful of senses is a drop in an endless sea of possibilities, probabilities and happenings.

I don’t purport to know it all, most, or even one small fraction of the truth. In fact, I’ll be the first to tell you it may all be lies. I only know what I believe to be real and where my heart tells me to go.

Granted I am not out here winning any medals with my decisions in life. But I can stand behind the majority of my actions because they were done with good intentions and with me doing the best I could at that given time. And that’s all that can be asked of me.

Broken

Flawed

Fallible

Human

But still here. Still going. Still a chance to live the life my heart and soul tell me I have every right to enjoy, even with all the pain involved. I can find the glory in it.

🙏🏽🍁🌏🌈❣️

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

5 thoughts on “Broken people”

  1. Broken, flawed ,Fallible, Human words that really describe all of us. We make choices based on where we have been and where we think we want to go. it doesn’t always work out the way we want it but the way its supposed to be. So we feel the pain and do exactly as you wrote ” Feel it. Let yourself be ok with it. Grow from it.” we move forward licking our wounds and do the best we can.
    Great thoughtful post Indeed God bless you and Mr. A.
    Peace N Love

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  2. I don’t usually talk about it. But my previous relationships left a huge scar on me. The constant feeling of being not good enough. Underneath my bravado lies a hopeless romantic. Not that I’m faking it, but I would still like to try, despite my shortcomings. Not just in relationships but in life in general.

    I love this post, it resonates with me. Thank you!
    Cheers! 🍸

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    1. Thanks for sharing. I’m sorry for your pain. It’s not all in vain and you are more than good enough. Every pot has several lid possibilities. That wasn’t the right one. But if you can learn from it. Not let it close you up but let it open you up more, when you’re ready.

      Those that love deeply, get hurt deeply, but loving makes you a better person. Loving makes it all worthwhile. Build yourself back up, slowly, methodically, to supercede the past and make it your bitch.

      We all have many shortcomings. It’s unavoidable in these human experiences to not falter abundantly. It’s the beauty of that tragedy of life that united us more than our accomplishments ever will. The failure we have all felt, the pain we have endured. Feel it. Let yourself be ok with it. Grow from it. God bless you❣️ and thanks💋. I’m glad it stirred something within you. That’s the best compliment I can receive.

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