It felt more like self propulsion than flying and I was very out of practice. But it was so much fun. Then I had to do laundry in another scene and got lost from my group in another, while also stepping on dog shit.
At least Paul Rudd was in my dream. I didn’t realize I was dreaming though and I was having to downplay my interest in him as we were a trio of friends and the third (another woman) seemed equally enthralled by him.
I haven’t had a lucid dream in a very long time. This wasn’t that. It was just me knowing in my dream that I could fly even though no one else could. But I definitely could use some hot sex right now and I don’t mind it being only in my dreams.
I had a friend who would tell himself before going to sleep that he was going to realize he was dreaming and take control. Then he would proceed to have amazing sex. He never told me all the details so I don’t know what that meant for him.
For me, right now, in my state of mind I think it would be making love. And then once I’m satiated with that it would be many various scenes of BDSM and many varied partners (women and men) with many sexy outfit changes.
I still have a lot of ambient noise from my dreams in my head; voices mostly. Between the garage sale yesterday and having busy scenes in my dreams like finding food in a busy mall, and locating a restroom in a huge water theme park. I can still hear the buzz of a lot of people around me.
I am tired. So tired. I spent $25 on supplies for this garage sale plus gas and time and I only sold $40 worth of clothes for my elderly client. Of which I have to split. Lol
Ay yay yay.
The neighbor/client who is actually having the garage sale at her place made a decent amount. We had settled on my cut being 25%, so at least I am not in the negative here. But these things are way too much work.
I recognized most dealers and resellers that came through. I don’t envy them at all. I used to be one of them and I may be one of them again but I don’t have the garage space or set up for it now. I can barely accommodate my eBay clients.
And definitely no more garage sales for clients unless I take half. It’s just way too much work. But I’m glad I got to help this neighbor. She is super sweet.
We all have our things. She spends a lot of money on household goods, work equipment and projects she never gets too.
Making me realize I have got to find myself a new thing that doesn’t require spending any money or very, very little. I’m leaning towards finally writing my trilogy or knitting.
I haven’t decided if I’m going to suspend my gym membership or not. I only managed to go twice last month. I know from yesterday that the virus is indeed very rampant. I’m getting that light-headed, almost headachy feeling again. My eyes are a bit blurry and I’m more tired than I think I should be.
Since I’ve had this virus already and I’m taking high doses of vitamin C and D plus vitamin B shots I don’t think I’ll catch it full swing again. Otherwise I wouldn’t dare leave the house. But I seem to get little waves of the symptoms again sometimes. But I’ll keep chewing my nicotine gum.
If an addiction to nicotine gum is the worst thing to come from this I’ll take it.
Well. Today should be beautiful. The moon last night was so majestic. I do so love full moons. The sun brings life and is cheery but the moon uplifts my spirit and makes me feel in community with nature. Maybe because I can stare at it to my heart’s delight.
Enjoy your day!