My youngest has been asked to leave the pod.
I was so happy she got included. I knew we couldn’t afford to be in one and had no such aspirations so when we were invited I was beyond thrilled.
But…..
While I’m a single mom and I have full custody. I share parenting with the ex and he has them a couple days a week. And I have zero control of what happens there.
He let the little stay home on his days and it created a disruption. Since it is only a small group of 4 and then the teacher didn’t appreciate having to play catch-up. Which I completely understand.
It’s fine.
IT’S FINE!
Am I pissed at him?
Yes.
Do I wish they would have at least given us a warning and not just dismissed us?
Yes.
Can I say or do anything about it?
No. No I can’t.
To be transparent she also missed today, which was my day to take her.
But it’s the first time in probably 20 years that I slept through my alarm. I went to sleep exhausted but the cat was meowing all night. And my youngest and I woke up several times during the night to try and figure out why; fed her, pet her, checked her over, nothing worked.
Come to find out this morning what was wrong and it’s actually quite comical but anyway…..
It led to this happening.
Ugghhhh
It’s been such a contrast of a week.
Several things are happening in my life right now that are kind of sucky. Like really sucky.
But spiritually I feel very grounded and like I’m on the exact path I need to be on.
So go figure why all these things seem to be going wrong around me and it’s annoying and aggravating but also fortunately not the end of the world.
I’m trying not to believe there is more to being let go than we were told. But who knows and who cares. The result is the same.
I’m starting to feel less and less welcome in Oregon though. And truthfully aside from my house I don’t feel I’ve established any roots here, especially now that my business is closed. And the house itself is another story too. For another day.
I can only dedicate so much time to bitching. And then it starts to irritate even me. Lol
Oh well…
Kisses💋💋💋
