I’m at the laundromat. Which is fine. Not the worst place to be. But I can’t believe how many scented products people use. The whole place is smelly. The machines stink. I had to put a ton of disinfectant and vinegar to hopefully neutralize the smell as much as possible. Hoping I don’t get a rash this time.
Brad messaged me just now too telling me he has a Christmas present for me at his house. What was expected from me here? I told him to return it. What is that about? God I don’t get men at all sometimes.
But you know what sucks? Losing a friend. Losing someone to talk to.
Today I went to merge on the freeway and a semi truck sped up and cut me off and I ended up having to drive on the shoulder to avoid an accident. It was absolutely purposeful, unquestionably so. He had no reason to do that and when I tried to get ahead of him to get out of the shoulder he pulled up more and left me no room, blocked me out completely.
It was hostile. Did the peace sign on my car mark me as a liberal? I’m sure if I had a gun sticker on my car it would probably have been a different story. Maybe? Who knows?
I had a repair guy come out this morning. Charged me $60 to tell me my fridge is irreparable. Gee thanks. Money I could have put towards a new(er) one.
Then I notice this on my car today. Either someone hit my car or the teenager backed into something…..again. when I asked she claimed to have no idea.
Probably can’t see it that well but there is a large dent there.
Not the end of the world. None of these things in and of themselves constitute anything monumental.
It’s just been a sucky day and no one to tell it to really, but you.
I think I’ll go home, take a heavy dose of THC and cry. Obviously work in an orgasm or two as well. Have to take advantage of the kids being gone. It will make me feel better and I’ll wake up refreshed tomorrow.
One day my life will be easier.
But will it?
Will it though?
I don’t know truthfully.
But I have that hope.
I definitely have that hope.
Until then I’ll keep space open for it.
Life goes on.