Today has sucked a little

I’m at the laundromat. Which is fine. Not the worst place to be. But I can’t believe how many scented products people use. The whole place is smelly. The machines stink. I had to put a ton of disinfectant and vinegar to hopefully neutralize the smell as much as possible. Hoping I don’t get a rash this time.

Brad messaged me just now too telling me he has a Christmas present for me at his house. What was expected from me here? I told him to return it. What is that about? God I don’t get men at all sometimes.

But you know what sucks? Losing a friend. Losing someone to talk to.

Today I went to merge on the freeway and a semi truck sped up and cut me off and I ended up having to drive on the shoulder to avoid an accident. It was absolutely purposeful, unquestionably so. He had no reason to do that and when I tried to get ahead of him to get out of the shoulder he pulled up more and left me no room, blocked me out completely.

It was hostile. Did the peace sign on my car mark me as a liberal? I’m sure if I had a gun sticker on my car it would probably have been a different story. Maybe? Who knows?

I had a repair guy come out this morning. Charged me $60 to tell me my fridge is irreparable. Gee thanks. Money I could have put towards a new(er) one.

Then I notice this on my car today. Either someone hit my car or the teenager backed into something…..again. when I asked she claimed to have no idea.

Probably can’t see it that well but there is a large dent there.

Not the end of the world. None of these things in and of themselves constitute anything monumental.

It’s just been a sucky day and no one to tell it to really, but you.

I think I’ll go home, take a heavy dose of THC and cry. Obviously work in an orgasm or two as well. Have to take advantage of the kids being gone. It will make me feel better and I’ll wake up refreshed tomorrow.

One day…….

One day my life will be easier.


But will it?

Will it though?

I don’t know truthfully.

But I have that hope.

I definitely have that hope.

Until then I’ll keep space open for it.

Life goes on.


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but itโ€™s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

10 thoughts on “Today has sucked a little”

  1. That’s both sad and hilarious. My daughter had same thing happen with a semi who rammed her from behind leaveing a dent without stopping. I like your way of dealing with everything….cheap thrills๐Ÿ˜ƒ

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    1. Ruthless. I get they drive for a living and it can not be all that fun but jeesh.

      I really don’t like working myself up over things that truly are inconsequential to the grand scheme of life itself. Doesn’t leave much to worry about when you look at things that way. And I prefer to live my life as chill as possible. Right? That’s my take at least.

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      1. Hi. Yes some are ruthless but most are okay. I used to drive trucks so I know how fustrateing some drivers can be. The trick is for them to remember after 1 road rage act don’t take it out on the next innocent car.
        PS have you ever smiled and waved nicely at a car you normally would abuse? Confuses the hell out of them and feels good to laugh๐Ÿ–๐Ÿ˜•๐Ÿ˜‚

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        1. Lol. I have stuck my tongue out. Or I’ve raised my arms in a “what would you like me to do?” Gesture when being tailgated. I usually just ignore people. Although I do thank people that let me in. I won’t smile but I’ll wave goodbye sometimes to people that annoy me.

          I get that their job isn’t easy. I wouldn’t want it. And I’ve met lots of truck drivers. Nice people. No complaints about them as a whole. Just that one idiot that ran me off the road.

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          1. Howie had a good one with a smile. i used to teach a bicycle safety course and would tell folks to blow a kiss with a peace sign. instead of giving the finger. i do that but i also give my self the same way You do PG raises up arms & hands.

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