Ok. Here is the clearest explanation I could think of for this last night. Why I get these thoughts in the bath probably has to do with the deep connection I feel to water; so healing, nurturing, replenishing on so many levels and such a force on its own.
we come from a source of pure love. That is what our souls are. This pure energy source of love.
So when we are conceived this speck of energy becomes matter. That is this existence. It is this energy in an encapsulated form. But….
(and here is where I think it gets tricky to explain or understand)
We come from a place of infinite love and no matter, only pure energy. This place lies in a different dimension but is not separate. It runs concurrent to our reality. It occupies the exact same space and time.
Now that doesn’t negate this reality one bit.
I’m just trying to explain how our soul is in both dimensions at the same time. But in this dimension our body (our capsule, our matter) dies or changes and our soul leaves its placeholder here. But it never itself dies or stops being part of the other dimension.
No matter how many dimensions it travels to. No matter what place, space or time it goes into.
So we have this connection to our source; the unconditional, eternal, omnipotent love is within us. And if we could just open that door and let ourselves feel that enormous and overwhelming amount of love, if we could grasp it, embrace it and try to bring it to life in this existence, our entire lives would be extraordinary.
This isn’t our birthright. It is reality. It is how it is.
So maybe the question is which one is the matrix? Lol