So Hell

This is going to be a gross oversimplification of the dimension we call “Hell”, so bare with me as I try my best to explain it.

Hell is everything you believe in this life, but only the bad parts. It is a visceral experience that one has in the shell of who one thinks he or she is here. And all that one experienced and took on here; all the trauma, heartache, anger, pain, confusion, neurosis, guilt, anxiety, discomforts, all the fears, the “evil” that we did, etc. etc.

All of this balled into one moment, all lived and experienced simultaneously to a degree completely unfathomable and seemingly endless.

Where one single moment of this torture feels like an eternity. All imposed on you by an entity that seems to enjoy your pain and suffering tremendously. Whether that’s the reality of the that or not I don’t quite know, but that is what it feels like.

That these realms exist I am absolutely certain of, because I have experienced them. And I am more certain of them than most parts of this reality.

I am also certain of what people call “purgatory” or dimension limbo. Not because I have experienced it but because I’ve had enough interactions with the spirits of that world to know it is real. I have no idea what it looks like or what purpose it serves but all the same it is there.

I am positive, absolutely positive there are more dimensions than these. I just can’t say for certain what they are. I don’t have the direct knowledge or experience of them.

But I venture to say as crazy as the little I do understand of “everything” is, there is no question that there is even more. So much more than I can probably ever begin to grasp.

And for some reason I find this a very comforting thought that helps me feel free to enjoy what I can out of this transient, finite experience here.

If that makes any sense. Lol


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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