I forgive you

For being cruel and unkind

For being unjust and uncivilized

For mistreating me even when I did nothing to provoke it

For not letting me be just be

For the constant judgement

For the ridicule

For the pain

For the frustration

And the fear you instilled in me

For the senseless attacks

For almost killing me

For all the difficulties

For all the distress and heartache

I forgive you world

I truly do

And I love you


I do this because to me it’s the only way to truly live a life worth living; to live a life free of emotion shackles.

I don’t want to be bitter and angry. I don’t want to distrust. I don’t want to become cruel and hardened. I don’t want to live in constant frustration, regret, disenchantment, sadness.

I want to choose happiness…

although I know every choice comes with consequences.

I’m just hoping, praying and giving thanks…….for the consequences that are miraculous.


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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