Mucoid plaque update / dating at any weight

I’m seeing a lot of candida. Last cleanse I saw very little, but I was completely gluten free then. Unfortunately, my resolve has waned with this pandemic and I’ve had 10 times the gluten in the last 6 months that I had in the 4 years prior. Which may also explain my weight gain.

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My muscles are still sore from my workout Wednesday. In fact they are so sore today I can barely move my arms. Which makes little sense. That I should have so much lactic acid build-up 4 days later. It’s like my body was in shock for the first two days after and now it’s like “oh hey yea, I remember how to break down and rebuild muscle”.

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So I was thinking…..what kind of example am I setting for my children that I won’t date at my current weight? I know all the pitfalls. I know the work involved. My weight does not determine my value as a person. It does not determine the depth of my heart or strength of my soul. It does not determine my worthiness for love.

Maybe that seems an odd reason to start dating, but my weight is a very bad reason to not start. The pandemic is a better reason not to date. So I need to reevaluate my priorities and reasoning more. Who knows? Maybe the added weight makes me more “accessible” to nice guys. I’m no expert on this but I was told before that my pictures were too good and professional looking and it made me seem like a catfish. So there is that?

But last time I dated it felt like a part time job and while most dates were fun, overall it was a bit exhausting.

Suppose I need to know what I’m looking for. But….. I myself don’t really know. I’d settle for a fun lover I enjoy talking to and hanging out with. But I won’t complain to be presented with more. Lol

More thought must be given to this. One of the wellness centers I go to is having a singles mixer. That may be fun or maybe not, but it will be a good way to stretch my dating muscles and test the waters. Maybe.

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Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

2 thoughts on “Mucoid plaque update / dating at any weight”

  1. indeed wieght shouldn’t matter in dating but in this Covid environment one must be extra cautiuos. i have been set up by a couple of friends and relatives but truth if the matter is although, i would really love to be with someone to call my love., this covid thing is scary. Not to mention i want someone who is ok with my crossdressinf and bisexualtiy.
    I think you know what you want and desire.. The wellnes center might be a good start for you. i think small steps are important in finding the right person. i wish you good luck in finding that guy for you. Someone who can focus on you and your needs and desires.

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    1. Yes. Exactly. Well said. Thank you.

      Dating right now just doesn’t seem ideal. I don’t have friends or family to set me up though. So unless I want to keep being alone I’ve really got to figure this out.

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