I am exhausted

I played 14 hours of poker last night. I only lost a little but I could have left a few hundred up had I left at the 12 hour mark instead, but when it comes to gambling I’m not a grinder. I don’t feel like I’ve actually won unless I have doubled my money. Silly I know. But if you look at the hours of entertainment vs the expenditure and fun it was worth it.

There aren’t many things I can stay up for all night, but poker is definitely one of them. Did you know at one point I considered opening a poker room as a business? But I felt that the security would need to be insane and that it’s hard to know who to trust and I don’t really like dealing with shady characters.

In my mind it was going to be a private poker club type thing. Where one has to be vetted and have an open account on file. But it didn’t really seem like the right kind of job for a single mom. Lol


Ok. So I did a moisture experiment. Turns out the best ratio for indoor moisture is 40-60% to keep bacteria, mold, dust mites, etc at bay. So I started up my dehumidifier in the bathroom. It was only in the mid 60’s and within the hour was in the low 40’s.

Then I put it in the kitchen. It started in the mid 50’s but I knew I’d be cooking. Sure enough the moisture from cooking shot it up about 10 points, even with the fan running. And because the space is larger it took almost 3 hours to come down 20 points.

It’s all so interesting to me. I love experiments.


I was reading Marie’s blog post about her weekly ritual of maintenance spankings (here) and I found it to be touchingly beautiful. She yields to it willingly and it makes him a better dominant and their relationship so much stronger.

Awwww….. relationship aspirations. Could I ever find a man willing to submit like that? A girl can dream, can’t she?


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

4 thoughts on “I am exhausted”

    1. Thanks sindee,

      I really hope so. But my tastes are very eclectic and while I enjoy being Dominant, in my public persona I am actually quite quiet and subdued; most would even believe submissive. That’s just the most agreeable way to be and I don’t have the desire be Dominant without need.

      I wonder if I could find a counterpart to that? Someone who presents as dominant but is truly, inwardly, submissive.

      Seems a lot to ask, but every kettle has its lid I suppose. πŸ€·πŸ½β€β™€οΈπŸ€·πŸ½β€β™€οΈπŸ€·πŸ½β€β™€οΈ

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      1. interesting many would believei am Dominant , i was a Project Manager, i played football, i run a soccer club with 800 players. but yet am very submissive behind doors. something i think really caused the break up of my marriage. No Regrets now.
        Peac N Love

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