My blog disappeared; my blog on energy. I’ll try to write it again but that was so not nice. Why? To protect or to oppress. Not in trash. Not in drafts. Just poof disappeared just as I hit publish. Never happened before. I really liked it. It tied energy into matter into life and humanity and our place in it together. It was really soulful I thought. I put heart and thought into it.
You know…… whatever…..things happen but you know what…….
I’d rather die being who I really am in the world than die a coward and not by my ideals and beliefs. You have to stand for something. Although yes, I’m a pacifist, that is true. Because I just feel there is enough fighting in the world without me contributing more. There is enough difficulties and distress without me adding to the chaos. That will just never be me. At least that is my attempt. But I also like to think and hope life helps me play a good defense at chess; and with thankfully a community of some kind souls to enjoy moments/times in life with.