Still in pain

But I had a pretty good day. Had to drive to a clients unexpectedly, but I made $150. So I can’t complain.

My neighbor Jan, who took me to the Daime, did a healing on me today. In telltale fashion her hands were very warm. I was so relaxed I snored, while awake, which has never happened. I have been told I snore lightly sometimes but I didn’t want to believe it until I heard myself today. I can’t remember the last time I was so relaxed; not after yoga, not even after sex.

Towards the end she was working on my legs and I saw a vision of a dark entity. It stood before me in a black robe, arms outstretched with a halo around its head. Only this halo looked like a dark rainbow. I wasn’t afraid. I simply had no context for why it was there. Interestingly, as soon as it appeared the crows outside started cawing up a storm. But then Jan started wiping the energy from my body and I could feel the being fade away and the crows became quiet again.

Then I watched the Sarah Centrella webinar. I spoke briefly before her at a chamber event a few years ago. I spoke from the heart and felt like I connected to the audience. I actually really do love public speaking. But as soon as I was done I reverted into my shell. Still… one of the attendants stopped me and told me she got more from my speech and enjoyed it more than Sarah’s. Which made my day.

Still though, she has a lot of good information and she is very inspiring as far as manifestation and vision boards and living out your dreams. I quite enjoyed the webinar. Not enough to sway me to enjoy the format itself but I did like the presentation.

She gave us homework. We are to visualize ourselves in the future; five years from now. We are to visualize what a day living our most perfect life would look like. Sky is the limit; as outlandish as we want it to be. How does it feel? What am I doing? Who am I with? Where am I? All the details in full, every nuance of the day.

I like it. It feels very empowering.

So. That’s it. I’m still in pain but I feel good inside. I’ll thankfully accept all the wins I can get.

May you have your own wins today.


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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