So all these things are converging.

The air quality is very, very bad here right now. Jan told me that there were some local fires here in town that were started by arson and she left to a friend’s house with better HEPA filters for her asthma. I can’t blame her. It is smokey even inside the house right now.

So I was thinking of trying to take the girls away for the weekend to somewhere with better air quality. It looks like we would have to go on the other side of the mountain range. Travelling east and a little south of here. Looks like a town called Burns has good air quality right now but it also looks like it’s just a little gas station town in the middle of nowhere. Definitely no Airbnb’s there.

My liver is acting up a tiny bit, although I’m not in as much pain as I had been. I wonder if it’s the stress from the pain, the air quality or a combination of both that’s aggravated my liver some.

Then those visions from the chief keep telling me I need to get to the burial grounds. The feeling of needing to go is getting more and more intense. Although I don’t have any logical explanation for why I need to be there or what I’m meant to do. I just know I need to go. It’s not unsettling as much as it is very curious.

So the question comes in. Would it be completely irresponsible to take the girls to Ohio for the weekend? For starters traveling last minute is expensive, let alone flights for 4 people. Then traveling in the middle of a pandemic. My finances aren’t in a spot to absorb such a cost easily. It will burn through a lot of my emergency funds.

And I have some roof shingles that seem to be falling apart. I really should look into that before rain season sets in. That’s an expense I am not sure I can even cover. I’ll have to look at my home warranty and insurance information. I don’t even know where to begin to tackle that issue. Which seems more tangible and logical than the whole Ohio thing.

But that doesn’t answer the where to go or what to do this weekend issue. Buy an indoor air filter I suppose. But they are all sold out. The soonest I can get one through Amazon is Sunday. And none seem available locally. Like none, zero. I’ve checked everywhere.

Right now I have the humidifier blowing air with a tiny bit of H2O2 to add a small amount of oxygen into the air. It helps but an air purifier would be ideal.

Realistically, my budget is saying the best option is the Amazon Sunday delivery and wait it out.

This year just gets curiouser and curiouser. Doesn’t it?



Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

18 thoughts on “Irresponsible?”

  1. i agree the best thing to do is order and wait. About the roof, maybe you could have a roofing company come out for a free estimate.. And when they do they do tell them your home owners policy and ask them if they know about the insurance covering it. Many roofing companies deal with insurance all the time. can’t hurt

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        1. Yes. Actually he came to me on a vision quest and now I just get random thoughts and visions about going there. They are every strong directions to go and I can picture this place that I’ve never been very clearly. But no other information to go off of and I could be wrong of course. But I see a grassy knoll with a rim of trees behind it and I’m being told to visit.


          1. Is it somewhere historic or a family type place? This is fascinating. My nightmares or what I thought were OBE, usually arent at a specific place but the people/creatuires/surroundings are the most memorable.

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          2. Oh wow. No. I don’t usually get scared by my visions. With the exception of hell. That scared the living crap out of me. It was horrible. Unimaginably horrible. Something you never forget.


          3. I think the journey will be worthwhile. I’m sure I’ll get something out of it. But it was shaping up to be over a $2k trip with the car rental being as expensive than the round trip flight.

            I can’t see how I can justify that right now.


          4. Hawai’i 78 by Izzy came on my track this morning. I can’t remember the last time I heard it play on my setlist.

            It may seem random but to me it all feels tied in.


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