5 year plan*

I wake up at dawn happy for a new day, well rested and completely at peace with life.

I walk outside the sliding glass doors of my bedroom onto the terrace. A hot cup of tea awaits me. I sit in my cozy lounge chair and watch the sun rise. I journal a little. I bless the day and say a prayer of gratitude and hope for this world and this universe.

I meander back inside and make the girls their lunches. After I wake them I start making breakfast. Tia drives Lexi to school on the way to hers.

I make my way to my yoga/meditation studio and do some yoga and light meditation. Afterwards, I go to the stables and take out my beautiful horse. Our rancher handles all the animals except for this treasure. I take care of it all myself. We go for a long jaunt along the coast, going so far that we lose sight of the house. Then we both rest, have a fresh fruit snack and head back full throttle. Unleashing its passion we ride rymymically, both happy and feeling completely carefree.

Once back I shower leisurely, speak to my assistant and make a few business calls. I’ve been asked to speak at the UN about global peace through spirituality and mindfulness. And I’ve been invited to be a keynote speaker at the most premier holistic worldwide conference. I’ve also been invited to Suriname, Malta and Thailand for all expense vacations hosted by their presidents.

I’ve been traveling the globe a lot this year trying to expand our view of the world. It’s been truly wonderful seeing its beauty, its people and its most spiritual spots. It’s just been so amazing.

The girls come home from school and our chef makes us dinner from our organic garden. We mostly eat vegetarian. I usually opt for vegan, sometimes we eat meat from our own animals on the farm but not too often. The chef also prepares my lunch for the next day and dessert for everyone.

After dinner the girls do their homework and we finish building the puzzle we’ve been working on. We go out to feed the animals our leftovers and pet them. The girls are very fond of all our animals, especially the goats. The chef makes some great cheeses, yogurts, butter, ice cream and such with the milk.

We live a very peaceful life. The girls are very happy and healthy. Gigi comes home whenever she can from grad school. She is engaged to a wonderful young man.

I have a love like no other, that gives me all the space I need, but is there for me when I need them and I am there in kind, with my entire heart. It is the greatest love I’ve ever imagined, better than all the love I’ve ever dreamt of. The embodiment of unconditional love and service to God and each other.

I pretty much do as I please, when I please, how I please but more importantly as I’m led to do so by Spirit. My partner listens and supports me, is my sounding board of quiet strength or lively discourse, of dancing until 2am or making love all morning long, of skinny dipping and silliness. We have genuine vulnerability and complete, honest openness with each other. It is satisfying beyond all measure.

But this night I have my group of 10 plus my love. We all get together to laugh, cry, pray, sing, share, and be there for each other as soul brothers and sisters. We are finalizing the plans for our camping trip that weekend to do shrooms, watch the meteor shower and celebrate and pray to the equinox.

I have advanced so much spiritually. I can astral project and talk to other dimensional beings, move objects, heal, and all by will and intention alone, and of course prayer and asking of Divinity (not that this needs to be said). But I use everything very sparingly and only when necessary.

I don’t want to grow dependant on these things and I also want to just live my human life out as simply as possible. I am completely at peace with my life and it is at peace with me.

I see a growing surge to nature, compassion, global thinking, and mindfulness in the world. I am completely, genuinely myself without any doubt at all and happy beyond any measurable amount possible.

I live in complete Nirvana and bring that each day to share, create and be with the world. πŸ™πŸ½



*I just kept editing this all night. Sarah said to dream big (and then multiply it and sprinkle jumbo sauce all over it….. my words not hers, her drift though. Lol)

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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