I was so horny last night

I had already masturbated twice during the day but I was laying in bed at 11pm going through the rolodex in my head of who I could call. None of the options seemed viable so while the other two sessions were pretty vanilla in nature on the last one I let my thoughts go wild.

My mind meandered wide but eventually settled on Brad and all the role-playing we did, all the fantasies we incorporated into our sex life. I didn’t come any harder or longer than I had the other two times, but just enough to feel relaxed and I immediately fell asleep.

I woke up soooo grateful I hadn’t called anyone over. Just more drama than I need right now. I’m trying to clean up my life and minimalize my stress to a manageable level. So I was really proud of myself because I was way too close. Which makes me think this is something I need to figure out a solution to. I can’t just go masturbating to my heart’s content like that. I don’t have my own room and the little one still sleeps with me.

They’ve been at their dads but I imagine that as time goes on without physical contact, the stronger and more frequent my urges will become. Having a high sex drive can really suck sometimes. I remember when I was in my 20’s I used to wish prostitution was legal and that male prostitutes who really knew their way around a women’s body were easy to find and affordable. I would have definitely paid for great sex.

Most of the bumbling 20 year olds I slept with then knew so little about sex besides the horrors and expectations they learned from porn. I always assumed men would learn from age and be better lovers as I aged and unfortunately I’ve been proven very, very wrong. They all have some signature move they seem to like to throw around but the entire mechanics and essence of it seems to still be very foreign.

Ugghhhh

Gotta figure out what to do. I do not do well with sexual frustration. There’s a reason women had “hysterics”. I get so much more anxiety when I don’t have good sexual releases. And masturbation is good. I mean, it’s great. I enjoy it a lot. But it is not the same, not even close, to really good sex with a partner.

I don’t have the time or energy to try to find a lover right now. But I’m going to have to do something. For now I think I’ll start exercising. It’s something I’ve been wanting to do anyway. It’s something that’s good for me in so many ways, but now it’s something I absolutely have to do.

This energy needs to come out somewhere. And besides buying an underwater vibrator that I can use in the bathtub I don’t see how else I’m going to get relief when the kids are home. Which is most always.

I’ve been told my libido will decrease once I hit menopause. Joy. But no seriously. Do I want that? I mean sure being super horny has its inconveniences, but overall I don’t find it a bad thing and alleviating that itch clears my head even better than a colonic sometimes and releases the tension and stress in my body better than hot yoga, or at least on par.

I do so miss hot yoga. But my fat ass probably couldn’t even finish a 60 minute class right now.

Ho hum. Well. It is what it is. Thank God for hysterics and the doctor that got so tired of manually manipulating women to orgasm he invented a vibrator. Laziness has its genius.

I can definitely attest to that. Lol

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Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

14 thoughts on “I was so horny last night”

  1. News flash: The sex drive in women doesn’t always diminish when menopause comes to visit – it just tends to happen in the majority of women and, yeah – some women use it as an excuse not to have sex because they’re just tired of having sex. It is interesting when we get really horny and go looking for someone that we tend to stick with what we know more than we are apt to just pick someone and go for what we know – it’s always better the devil we know than the one we don’t… or the one we aren’t all that sure of. That’s not just a “girl thing” because guys behave like this, too.

    And, yes – vibrators were invented for a reason…

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    1. Stick it up your ass! You spend all goddamn day pretending to be an expert on sex but you are nothing but a goddamn pedophile and sick pervert. Why the fuck would anyone want to have sex with a sicko like you?

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      1. Firstly I’m not a man. Secondly, from what the expert says to be considered a pedophile it has to be your primary drive. Which I’m not sure I agree with but that’s the medical grade diagnosis.

        I have never and would never hurt a child. I am always the victim in my fantasies, which are JUST FANTASIES.

        So fuck off and get a life.

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      2. While you have every right to your opinion you do not get to tell someone that you have no personal knowledge of that they are sick. Or a pedophile. There is a reason why there are follow and unfollow buttons. As well if the material is something that you find aberrant than do not read it. We are all adults please conduct yourself as one.

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        1. Thanks Jay-lyn❣️

          I am not sure you should have said anything although I adore you infinitely for coming to my defense. You bad ass mama jamma❣️

          I just don’t want you to also be a target of this person. I get that these are the chances one takes when putting things out there.

          It all raised more questions than it answers. You’re right though. What is EC and why are they reading a blog called Porngirl if they hate sex?

          (I’m texting Jay-lyn as I write this lol)

          Crazy ass world with crazy ass people. Just gotta laugh and maybe start carrying a machete. Lol

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    2. Tired of having sex?? What what? You mean with the same person? Lol. That’s what a good fantasy life and learning new skills, positions, new places, sex clubs is all about. No?

      The devil I know isn’t an option anymore. I either need to put myself out there or figure out how to keep my sexual frustration in check.

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  2. I hate your fucking guts! You spend all fucking day thinking about sex and whores and that is all that matters to you. Fucking EC and fucking curly haired whore and fucking this one and that one and your goddamn nice and my daughter. I hate you! I hate everything about you. All you care about is yourself. Sex is evil and I would rather die than to even think about it. You are everything in the world that I hate.

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    1. Ok. Well.

      Ask yourself if you hate me and all these things you say you know so much about that you are wasting your time with it all? Wouldn’t and shouldn’t you be focusing on things that make you happy or do you like being unhappy?

      LEAVE ME ALONE!!

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    2. You’re user name is “PG is a man”. That’s funny. I don’t know whether to feel sorry for you or worry. I’ve had stalkers, but this is a bit much. Don’t you think?

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