good sex is a whole different story.
Wish that our anatomies just needed a few gyrations and some glossy photos to achieve release.
I used to know a girl in high school who was fairly promiscuous. She would masturbate before she let the boy enter her body and keep masturbating during. I thought she was wild. Now I know she was just trying to get hers.
When I have a steady partner my orgasm is primary. He doesn’t get release until after I do. That’s the way it is, take it or leave it. Most times my partners are almost as enthusiastic about my orgasm as their own. That’s what I prefer in a sexual partner: generosity and adventure.
Trying to find a new lover is not impossible or even improbable but I’m not sure I like any of the prospects in my Rolodex and shuffling through a few this last week has me regretting it.
I dread trying a dating app. I already disconnected from FetLife. What’s a girl to do? No sex is absolutely not viable. It isn’t. Frankly I’d rather go without food.
I say that because I’ve been watching a movie on Breatharianism. It’s where people live off energy. Fascinating, actual historical and verified accounts of people living for years and decades with no food or even water. Their digestive systems become almost obsolete. At least they don’t function in the same way we are accustomed to.
In other words, no evacuation at all. Which makes sense I suppose. Except that the organs are always working. Your colon is still the pathway your liver and lymphatic system uses to drain. The kidneys are still shown to be filtering liquid. Yet it all gets reabsorbed.
These people all are healthy too. In the documentary I am watching one man claims he is in the best shape of his life and is shown playing tennis and jogging, neither of which I could do right now and I eat plenty. Lol
How could this world not fascinate, tittilate and amuse? It only takes looking either more closely at the things around us or expanding our view wider to be absolutely amazed by it all. No?
Still though……what am I going to do about sex? 🤔🤔🤔