The ex came and got the kids and I got some important paperwork done without distractions, noise and kiddo’s to think about. I absolutely adore these beings, more than anything in this world, but it is so nice to get a real break from them too.
I took my car to Brad’s mechanic and he picked me up from there. We spent the night at his house and had one of the most pleasant visits we’ve had in a long time. Not to mention absolutely fabulous sex. He drove me back to the mechanic and as I drove home I realized I was in pure blissful Zen.
I felt as good as I do after a phenomenal workout session or a really great spiritual cleanse or a peaceful night of deep sleep. Where my entire body as well as my mind and soul just felt so relaxed and content.
I can’t remember the last time I had such intense orgasms either. My throat was sore from the gutteral screams. I really don’t think anyone has ever enjoyed giving me orgasms as much as he does and I’ve had some pretty good lovers so that’s saying a lot. It’s just too bad he is still incapable of making love.
But it is nice that all the pressure is off for more; no talk about marriage or moving in or happily ever after. That is a huge stress relief and the reason why we are probably getting along so well now.
Seeing him once a week is good, especially now with my quick timeline to get us moved downstairs, have a huge garage sale and get everything else moved in to storage or donated to the Vets association. We may even have to see each other less than that.
As I am also still having to deal with all this paperwork for the IRS, the mortgage company and unemployment. This on top of working. I’m seeing my last colonic clients this week and I have 3 eBay clients. I can’t take many more on being a solo operation.
My daughter decided working with me last week on eBay was too hard and that she’d rather babysit or work at a store. I split her in on my commission which makes her pay more than minimum wage but 🤷🏽♀️.
It is amazing how well I sleep at Brad’s though. There is definitely something about sleeping next to a man that gives me great comfort. It’s like I can really let down my guard.
This is not the case at home, nor was it the case with my ex, and it would not be the case if my kids were under the same roof with probably any man. I don’t know that I will ever be able to do that again and feel truly comfortable.
But….. I am so grateful that things seem to be coming together for us. I mean sure these are not ideal circumstances but it’s also not that bad.
Well….. I have lots to do and I’m feeling pretty good today. So off we go.
Wishing you a great day.