I have a few hours to myself today to do whatever I want.
But I can’t think of a single thing I actually want to do.
Nothing sounds appealing at all.
There is no one I want to see or talk to. There is nothing I want to accomplish. There is nothing I want to eat. Nothing I want to watch or read.
This is not to say there aren’t a million things on my to do list I could not be plugging away at. That, there indeed is. Just that I have a few hours of just alone me time that I can spare away from everything and everyone and yet there is absolutely nothing I want to do with them.
Which I believe is exactly what I will do: nothing.
Maybe I will sit in my yard and stare at the sky. I will listen to the birds and the ambient noise of civilization around me. I will just let myself be utterly and completely lazy and flow with whatever feeling or thought occurs to me.
Hey who knows. Maybe it will turn into a dance party. I always did like dancing with myself.
Hope you can all find some peace and enjoyment in your day.