My therapist asked me yesterday how much I’ve had to drink during this pandemic. I hadn’t talked to her since January so we had a lot to catch up on.
I told her about 3 drinks total probably but that I was getting ready to go out last night and have some more. I doubled that count and since I don’t drink much and my body can’t tolerate alcohol well it really throws me under the bus a bit.
I definitely didn’t sleep well. I now have a headache. But….. it was fun. Not something I want to do routinely or much of, but it is amazing how good alcohol can make you feel sometimes… at least while you’re drinking it.
I have a meeting with my lawyer. Then I think I’ll take a long bath, make dinner, and go to sleep early. I have a lot of eBay work to do.
I also came up with a great idea for a mobile food service business for fairs and farmers markets. The start-up costs would be about $5k. I think I could easily raise that if I sold my colonic equipment and supplies.
I’m not pulling the trigger on that yet though. I need the dust to settle on everything else going on in my life. But it’s nice to have options and feel in command again. Instead of at the mercy of circumstances out of my control.
I’ve definitely been feeling more positive and I hope all these things I’m working on come together.
That’s my big hope now. A lot of it is still contingent on other people, but I have a lot more hope that I’ve had in months and I am grateful.