Who is to blame?

What does he think when he sees her now? A shell of the woman she used to be. The light he had seen shine so bright within her, the one that made him want her as his own, gone. Flickered out. She seemed so hollow now, lifeless almost, the glitter of love and laughter that surrounded her nowhere to be found.

What did he think when he knew deep inside he had been the one to help kill it? The control he seemed to need over her, the way he demonized her every action and thought, the way he paralyzed her with fear to stop her from being her carefree self.

He hadn’t done it purposefully, had he? He hadn’t sought to make her miserable, right? He had wanted to be near her because of that light and now seeing it faded away he loathed her even more.

But could he take full blame? After all, why had she let him?

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

2 thoughts on “Who is to blame?”

    1. Thank you!! 🥰❣️

      I’ve been wondering that too. Was I trying to justify something to myself? I felt I had to write this even though I wasn’t sure what my vantage was on it exactly. When I get more clarity on sure I’ll agree with you completely. I’m sure you’re right. This is me right now. I just can’t see it as clearly consciously yet. If that makes sense. 🤷🏽‍♀️


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