Getting to know me

Getting to know all about me…..

la la la la la

That’s not really how the song went.

But that’s what I have been doing.

And I like me

No

I take it back.

I love me

And I’ve made mistakes

Aplenty

Some real doozies

But I know I have a good heart

I have good intentions

I do not mean anyone any harm*

I am trying to connect to my heart and soul

That’s my goal

It truly is

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I also like to know how I work

I sometimes have to ask myself

Like when I forget where I left my keys

“Where would I have left them?”

And yep. There they are**.

I’d like to get to know even more

I want to be my own expert

Right? Or no??

I mean, how else can I claim any mastery of myself,

Really?

How else can I not understand others as well?

The more I can be vulnerable and accepting with myself

The more I can be that for and with others.

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But then I get to learn fun stuff too.

Like when I do a healing

(sometimes I even feel my body doing it without my control at all***)

my left hand tingles and it’s always older stuff, emotional stuff or ancestral/familial stuff.

And when my right hand tingles it is always physical pain, and/or current stuff being healed; if those differentiations make sense to anyone but me. Lol

la la la la la

✌🏽🌏🌈🎶🙏🏽🤣🤷🏽‍♀️

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*It’s just that

Sometimes I also don’t want to take any shit

More on that another time.

**unless someone else grabbed them🙄

***Gonna have to figure out how to control that. Maybe. Although. I guess if God has a healing in mind and I can help then it’s not my job to stop that. Now is it? Lol. But still. There’s a better win/win here somewhere.