Getting to know all about me…..
la la la la la
That’s not really how the song went.
But that’s what I have been doing.
And I like me
I take it back.
I love me
And I’ve made mistakes
Some real doozies
But I know I have a good heart
I have good intentions
I do not mean anyone any harm*
I am trying to connect to my heart and soul
That’s my goal
It truly is
I also like to know how I work
I sometimes have to ask myself
Like when I forget where I left my keys
“Where would I have left them?”
And yep. There they are**.
I’d like to get to know even more
I want to be my own expert
Right? Or no??
I mean, how else can I claim any mastery of myself,
How else can I not understand others as well?
The more I can be vulnerable and accepting with myself
The more I can be that for and with others.
But then I get to learn fun stuff too.
Like when I do a healing
(sometimes I even feel my body doing it without my control at all***)
my left hand tingles and it’s always older stuff, emotional stuff or ancestral/familial stuff.
And when my right hand tingles it is always physical pain, and/or current stuff being healed; if those differentiations make sense to anyone but me. Lol
la la la la la
*It’s just that
Sometimes I also don’t want to take any shit
More on that another time.
**unless someone else grabbed them🙄
***Gonna have to figure out how to control that. Maybe. Although. I guess if God has a healing in mind and I can help then it’s not my job to stop that. Now is it? Lol. But still. There’s a better win/win here somewhere.