A rock

I’d like a rock.

One I can lean on

When life gets hard

When I get tired

Of always being so strong.

One I can be myself with

One I can open up my mushy insides to

And be totally safe

Loved

Understood

Accepted

Cherished

But then to…..

I want to be their rock

When their world is in need of that.

So we then have two rocks colliding

Melding

Enduring

Forging something more solid, more real, more meaningful

Than anything one could do singularly

And I wonder if I will ever find my rock?

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But maybe I just need to relinquish this quest, once and for all.

Now doesn’t really seem a time to be thinking of it. Lol. That’s for sure.

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

7 thoughts on “A rock”

  1. Aww Shucks. If I wasn’t 1) Married, 2) old enough to be your father, and 3) live 3000 miles away, I would apply for this Rock gig you write about. You deserve the best.

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    1. Well because you can find the love and strength within yourself sourced from Divinity/God in never ending quantities.

      Is it the same? No. Because humans are fallible. But I still can’t help but want that connection. I think, for myself, when and if I find that it will connect me even closer to God. Because it will be unconditional love incarnate. At least that’s my hope. But 🤷🏽‍♀️

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      1. In response to the first part: Yeah, but I really feel like we are social creatures and live in a physical world, and for the most part flourish with other people to connect with.

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