Look into the soul


I remember when I was much younger a girl telling me I was evil because I had black eyes. She also said she felt like I could look right into her soul. She truly looked panicked when she said this. I was perplexed. I knew I wasn’t evil, but I also knew that I felt like I could look into people’s souls as well. Like I truly can see them and can even sometimes mirror them back to themselves and some people seem to get very unsettled by that feeling.

I was remembering this morning about a time I read my neighbors palm. I was a bit rusty because it had been a long time since I’d done it. She took great offense to me telling her that she was a stubborn person. She argued about it with me for days. Until I felt the need to apologize. I was a bit offended truthfully. Now I find it really hysterical. But I don’t read palms anymore ever.

I was thinking again today how much I’d like to live somewhere, without the burden of financial stresses, where once a week or month or whatever I could give free energy healings/prayer. So I could test myself and improve my techniques without the burden of necessary results while also providing a service to people. Total win/win. But we shall see. That definitely isn’t now or is it?

Well. No. Probably not. Not with this pandemic I suppose. No reason to expose myself and others right now, more than what is necessary. I am going to start working this week because I feel I should, especially because I still can. And even more so if we are going to have to move. I will take all the precautions I can for myself and for others; including masks and gloves for everyone coming in and me. Strange times call for a bit of strangeness.

I bet I sound pretentious right now. I so often do without meaning to. Brad says I’m a total valley girl. Which is odd since I only ever lived valley adjacent in California and those were never really my standards in life. I was always more of a street kid, not as in homeless just as in always on the street but not necessarily with money, anything to do or anywhere to go, but also not necessarily getting into any trouble. Fine line I guess. Lol

I’m going to share with you in the next blog an epic throw down conversation I had with Brad in our socialism vs capitalism debate. I will say I am not proud of how I made it personal at times. I want to be able to talk to anyone about anything. I think civil discourse is so needed in our world. Truly listening and connecting to each other. Even if we can’t agree at least listening and trying to understand the other person’s point of view, not just what they think and feel but why. Which sadly, I don’t think I did much of in this conversation.

I want to learn from this, but I also think it’s hysterically funny too. I have a strange sense of humor though maybe. 🀣🀣🀣 But at least I can still laugh at myself thankfully.

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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