Double edged sword

Why is so much in life on a pendulum of both good and bad? Everything in life seems always so multifaceted and nuanced. Nothing ever seems all good, or all bad. These new clients have me on a rollercoaster ride.

Me personally, even with my generalized disdain for western medicine, I still utilize some vital aspects of it. I don’t hold all parts of it in disregard. I don’t think all doctors are idiots or that it’s all systematically corrupt. I actually think most people’s hearts are in the right place and they are doing the best they can from their own narrative.

This traveling doctor forces their patients to do colonics because they are being given high ozone doses and put on a strict detox protocol. It is the correct methodology. I’ve seen and heard of patients getting much sicker with protocols because their cells do indeed expel the toxins, but without quick enough elimination (which is primarily through the bowels) they get reabsorbed.

So these toxins that the cells try to hold hostage are now free and the body has to reprocess them as if they were new toxins and then too, all at one time. So of course people can feel horrendous and become very much worse without expediting the exit of these materials. Yet a handful of her patients make it very clear they are not happy to be having to do colonics.

One went so far as to say in the middle of a session “so there is no real value to this, right?”. I was so dumbfounded all I could do was laugh. Last night I had a young woman come in. Same thing, just so unhappy to be here. Not only that but she was massively sick with a head cold/cough. She was also coughing into her hands and touching everything.

She was my last patient and I muscled through it. I was not going to give her any body work since the treatment room is very small and I mostly just wanted to let her be, but she didn’t seem to be coughing too much so towards the end I offered some tummy work. And I kid you not…..

she coughed right in my face. Didn’t even flinch to cover her mouth. My face was maybe two feet from hers. I expect that from my 7 year old, but a grown adult. Oh and let’s not forget when she akwardly and intimately clasped her germ filled hand around my wrist as I worked on her. Why, just why?

Like I honestly can’t think of what else she could have done if she was truly trying to get me sick. I spent so much extra time disinfecting the entire room and everything she could have possibly touched, including myself.

I told her before she left “If you’re still this sick still tomorrow don’t come in. I can’t afford to be sick right now.”. To which she looked at me a bit shocked. I had to confirm she understood. I get she is sick and she’s been working hard. I get that, but ugghhhhhh.

Then…just because I’m on a roll now….

She had caught me in my infrared sauna when she came in. I had 15 minutes to spare between appointments and I knew it was going to be my only shot for the day so I snuck in a quick session. So I asked her how her day was and she starts complaining to me but then says “you seem to be having an easy day.” a bit snottily. I was absolutely flabbergasted.

I wanted to scream at her “I haven’t had a full day off in over 3 weeks. I’ve worked 10-14 hour days for the last 2 of those and have another one to go. I barely see my kids, barely have time to even feed myself, let alone take care of errands and chores, my house is a complete mess, but yea….easy is the right word.”

But I don’t have the energy to be honest with people most times. I’d rather just stay quiet and let them think whatever they want.

Well, another day….. 7 more of these to go. People are still calling me wanting appointments this week. Makes me want to switch out the ones that don’t want to be here with the ones that are appreciative of my time and effort.

Life goes on. πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ™„

All I can do is laugh about it. πŸ€·πŸ½β€β™€οΈ


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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