Not horny

I know I keep pointing this out…. but it truly is a bit off for me. I tend to have a lot of sexual tension and nervous anxiety. Maybe it’s that I am just so busy working, but I have not been having many sexual thoughts. Maybe it’s the parasite protocol I’m on; although technically it isn’t just a parasite protocol.

It does have me eating a lot less than usual but still feeling pretty good, energy wise. I’m not really having any die-off or healing reactions that I can see other than my sinuses draining a lot in the morning.

I have had two of the most gorgeous male clients recently. These men could have easily been the Eastern Slavic regions James Bond and Bradley Cooper. Just utterly handsome and charming. I have had attractive men on my table before but I keep things so professional and it isn’t really a sexy process so it doesn’t occur to me to think of those things. And especially with these men being married; huge giant turn-off of a NO!

Now this is not to say I don’t still want and enjoy sex. I will still take it every chance I can get. I am seeing Brad tonight, I think. But we can’t have vaginal penetration because I had that cervical biopsy today. The gyno said he thought everything looked ok but they’ll have the lab results next week. All the same, no penetration for 3 days. Oh well. There are other things to do to orgasm and have fun sexually. Thankfully.

Sex to me performs so many functions outside of just satisfying an urge. It is so healing and necessary for my entire well-being. But I don’t think most women see it that way. 🤷🏽‍♀️😆

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