Utilize both

Ok. I know this is going to sound off the rails a bit here to most everyone. And honestly I’m still grappling with it myself. But let me start at the beginning…..

So I’ve been in contact or aware of the forces or energies of good and evil since being a very young child. I’ve also experienced first hand the effects of these forces through people who’s care I was in and the world at large, as most all of us have.

There are some in the realm of the “positive energy flow movement” that insist that evil isn’t real or that we must turn our back on it, as if it didn’t exist and avoid it completely. But…..neither of those have ever sat well with me.

For one, I understand the magnificent amount of power both entities possess and I have a very healthy respect for one and a deep love for the other. But I also, in recognising that they are just two sides of the same coin, am understanding that there is something far more powerful and real beyond this duality. And since both have helped me in life; literally and figuratively…..

in that I have had both people and circumstances that appeared to want to harm me and be against me actually help me and propel me ahead in life. So who’s to say that isn’t the reason the duality exists, to some extent. Now I know that evil doesn’t come with a lot of mercy or kindness or good intentions. Just as I know goodness doesn’t come with any absolute guarantees beyond perhaps salvation of our soul.

But what if we can utilize both to help and guide us on this journey?

I don’t quite have my finger on it. How do you play with fire and not get burnt? One must be so absolutely strong in one’s convictions and be able to see the games being played and either not play or play along never forgetting what one is playing and get lost in it all.

It seems maybe a slippery slope. So I want to be very methodical with this door I am opening. I’m still at a point I can shut it and walk away. But it’s a door that as long as I walk in this flesh will always be there. The darkness will always be an option. It will always knock for me to come play.

How I want to look at it and interact with it is my own choice. One I want to be as conscious about as I possibly can be.

At this point it’s just an interesting shift to the paradigm I have been taught my entire life and I’m curious to see where this is going.

Food for thought. πŸ€”πŸ€·πŸ½β€β™€οΈ


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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