I be a bit tired….

I had a restless night of sleep and strange dreams; which I can’t recall. These long days are a bit challenging.

My eldest seems to be getting another bout of strep throat. Her fifth in a row. I refuse to give her another round of antibiotics this time, if I can help it. Her good gut flora must be completely wiped out already as it is. So I absolutely insisted on giving her an enema. I made her a warm garlic tea enema with colloidal silver and probiotics mixed in.

She immediately pepped up. But she woke up feeling about the same. I see that as a small win. She wasn’t worse. We’ll see if she does another one tonight. Repopulating her flora given her poor diet, high stress load and the four rounds of antibiotics will not be easy. But I’m up for the challenge if she’ll let me help her and do as I tell her.

It’s so hard dragging people to water let alone forcing them to drink it; even when it’s for their own good. Even when they are dying of dehydration and don’t realize it and you’re pointing it out vehemently. πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ™„

Today I go in for my boob ultrasound. I also need to call around and see where I’ll go for the thermal imaging. It amazes me how idiotic Western medicine can be. They still want to claim thermal imaging as bunk science even when a thermal imaging camera at an amusement park recently helped a woman detect her own breast cancer. I just get so mad at the lunacy of it all. I really do. If people just used logic to look at these things without emotion; without taking sides or having prejudice.

Look at the cause and effects, look beyond the storyline they like to shove down our throats and question it for just a minute. Just long enough to truly listen to all sides of the matter. Listen to people; not just on the side one believes already. Then ask… where the money comes from that supports current standards and then where it goes to. Who really benefits? It’s like when the food industries themselves (milk/meat) help write the nutritional guidelines. Yea…that makes perfect sense. πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ™„

Where’s the money??? I always try to look at that. That usually tells me more about the subject than the outcome of the study. Maybe it’s because I’ve learned to mistrust authority, government and corporation or at least hold my opinion until I’ve gathered enough competing facts and thought logically about the matter for myself. But….and I’m not trying to insult anyone here …. I’m not a lazy thinker.

I enjoy puzzles and figuring things that appear too complex out. I enjoy seeing who’s pulling the strings, where those strings go and getting to the bottom of things for myself. I enjoy figuring out who the real Oz is and what their agenda truly is. These things intrigue me deeply. The things that lie beneath the surface. I like digging into them and seeing it all; the good, the bad, and the truly disturbing.

I don’t mind being shocked and appalled by life. I don’t mind having to shift my entire thinking about something. I don’t mind being completely rattled and thrown off. I kind of enjoy it I guess. Where I think most people don’t. But I don’t buy into things just because someone tells me to, no matter who the “leading figure” may be. I am swayed by logic and deductions more than emotion, empty rewards or idiotic threats and scare tactics.

But most people seem to like their simple lives, with everything being exactly how they think it is, and just going about their day with a sense of normalcy and stability; without giving things much thought beyond that which they already think to be true. It’s almost like people seem to find comfort in the lies that keep supporting their narrow frame of mind.

I don’t know. But I think this sense of malaise everyone seems to carry around could be eradicated if everyone just opened up to the reality of the chaos of life and lived more open to the wonders of it all and truly started to see the things outside their tiny narrative.

But I can only do me. I have enough charge with my life and the people I’m supposed to help; whether that be my kids or my clients or just my fellow human beings. I can only do so much and be so much. This is me trying my best to pull back the blinders a bit, not just for me but for everyone.

There is truly, just, so much to see and experience here and we sell ourselves short, all of us, including still me. πŸ€·πŸ½β€β™€οΈ But let me climb off this soap box; I’ve got to get cracking. 🀣


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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