Stamina

I jolted out of bed this morning. I looked at my phone and panicked; thinking the alarm hadn’t gone off and I was late. It’s the complete opposite of how I like to wake up. Which if why I always pad my morning with extra time. So I can come into the day more relaxed; even if it means less sleep.

I’m staring down the barrel of 2+ weeks of 80+ hours each with no days off. My kids are already aggravated and needy and it’s only day 2. This not having a good support system, or rather any support system is brutal on everyone. As humans we are not meant to survive, let alone thrive this way. But I’ll do what I can and go day by day, moment by moment and if I truly can’t do it, it won’t get done.

While I am ever grateful for the work and the opportunity to help so many people and educate them about digestion and health and help them on this detox and I am learning a lot from this as well…. I realized last night that they should be just as grateful for my assistance as I am for theirs. And as such they should recognize that I am human and entitled to all my human reactions in this very human experience.

So I will continue to just be myself and come at people from a genuine place; even if that genuine place is one of being tired and/or not running at optimal capacity. Lol. While I’m used to giving 200% to clients, this will be whatever it is, just like always and I won’t impose any unrealistic expectations on myself because even though I’m capable of surprising even myself…. I am not going to drive myself into the ground trying to prove any stupid point.

Just gonna do my best here; whatever that looks like. I will try, as I always do, to be a person of my word. And that’s the best start for this endeavor I can think of. Everyone will have to forgive me if I fall short here and there. πŸ€·πŸ½β€β™€οΈ

Some memes for your and my enjoyment.

And here’s a song I’ve really been enjoying courtesy of a distant friend. Thanks girlie!! πŸ˜‰

A client told me to look up my name in Hebrew. She insisted I look it up. Told me they were very accurate meanings. Found this. πŸ€”πŸ˜‹

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol