Listening to Bruce Springsteen’s “Secret Garden”, followed by Led Zeppelin “What is and what should never be”. Seems about right.
I wonder if what I am seeking is really out there for me. I want to give myself completely over to love to someone deserving of that. Someone that will guard and nurture it. But it seems like a far away dream.
Of course, my head is super groggy from a head cold right now so everything is a bit off center.
I’m contemplating going on a date next week. Not that I’ve put myself out there at all. It’s someone I’ve been talking to for a bit here and there via Kik. I had no intention of dating and it’s still only tentative but it’s intriguing.
Looks like my client no showed so I’m going to go lay down. I should go to Trader Joe’s and maybe I will after I rest a bit. I think I see now why men are such big babies when they get sick. When you’re not used to getting sick it really is disorienting. And it’s hard to feel so weak when you’re used to going strong always. I’ve gotten sick all of once in the last year and that was for just about a day.
Well….. it’ll be fine.